Here I am once again. I bought my very own computer the other day, it's a pink laptop and it's really cute! And I just realised that it (hopefully) will be a lot more easy to use your time better than before, you know,it's not that easy to write or even read in a bumpy bus, especially not for me since I easily feel sick during almost every bus ride.
I got a comment on the other contribution as I wrote about honesty. I'm not saying I was constant liar in grade school, but I wasn't honest, especially not to myself. Afraid of become a bullying victim I chose to put on a mask every single day I went to school. I still shudder when I'm thinking about the way I dressed during the dreadful years in hign school. Like a wannabe snob or something, anywany, not a nice sight
Then during the last two months in high school, I was 14,5 years old and I felt it was time to make up with all the hypocrites around me in school. So, I started to change the way I dressed and wore "my own" clothes and I came out as a bisexual. Nowadays it's not a big deal, but for me, growing up in a quarter with a conservative and narrow-minded sight on everything, it was really hard. But looking bad at it I feel a lot of pride inside. 
So there you fo, a bisexual girl, and what more? Well, I don't know what I should tell. Let's say it like this: I have some food issues going on. But above all weight issues. Since I'm rather overweight, or fat I'm trying to hold a diet,as strict as possivle and work out as often as I can. Some people around me are telling me to slow down 'cause I'm thin already (according to them), but you know what? THEY ARE LIARS! They all know very well that I need to loose weight, but they're all "nice people" so they can't tell me the truth.
And worst of all, they´re trying to convince me to believe that I'm wrong, eventhough it'spretty obvious that I'm too big.
This is the real beginning to be honest to myself.
And here are two pictures of me that I took yesterday with my webcam (that is built- in to the laptop).
